how long has it been since i had this feeling again.

i dont know.

there seems to be a war in my brain right now.

i feel like stopping her.

i mean i have been to and experience such places.

to be honest i wouldnt like her to be in such places.

but i cant be selfish.

i cant control her life too.

sorry i aint any party animal.

seems like i drank too much vinegar in my previous lives.

lol.

i hate this feeling.