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Life's Just Like That Cup Of Coffee

Friday, May 9

Wednesday 7th May

my baby had a misunderstanding with her parents.(hope you dont mind me using it here.)honestly speaking i was quite worried.things went to the extent of my baby crying.i read baby's previous posts and i felt like hugging her and telling her she's not alone anymore.i dont want to see her sad.

and when i asked she doesnt want to let me know about the details.maybe because she was afraid of me worrying too much but it actually made me felt bad.i felt quite useless cuz i cant even console someone i love.

through my endless asking and naggy-iness she finally told me.please tell me in the future ok?.i dont want you to be sad.i am here to share your troubles and stuff.i might not be able to help much but i will definitely try my best to solve your problems with you and comfort you.so promise me ok?.

of course i will do the same.actually to tell you the truth i have never opened myself.i was almost the same.keeping everything to myself but now i am speaking words from my heart.i love you. :)

Thursday 8th May

i didnt know what really went into me.maybe it's because of the stuff yesterday.i was afraid of making my baby angry and so how i somehow keep repeating and repeat my stuffs.sorry baby i know you dont like me apologising but i really feel bad for making you feel as if i doubted you.no more next time.i promise. :)

Friday 9th May

this is the day.my brigade commander is leaving.he's really a good leader and he knows his men well unlike some people in my company.i felt kinda sad when he was making his farewell speech.hope he ends up somewhere good and then he can lead the men there.