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Life's Just Like That Cup Of Coffee

Thursday, May 22

saturday part II

sent darling, dexter and nicki back up to aunt Doris's house.sit around and waited for my mum to tell me when they were going over to ah ma's house.poor darling have to go for her ballet even when she's very tired.. :( after her dad drove her to chongpang community centre i went over to my aunt's house and found out that they already left for ah ma house. -_- abandoned me again but it's ok cuz i have my 2 trustworthy 'chicken thighs' to bring me there.

*sweat*

had dinner and went home after that.

sunday

went to sembawang park with my mum and aunts for my usual jog.looking here and there finally saw my darling running with her mum. :) decided to run with her and i gave her mum a scare cuz darling's too tired to run up the slope so i chiong up and told her mum.lol.so sorry aunty.after they went to the workstation i went for another 2 rounds.then this time i gave darling a surprise from behind.lol.so sorry darling.

darling's uncle came and picked both darling and her mum for breakfast.i went for mine at the same old coffeeshop after my mum and aunts finished their yoga.went home after breakfast.visited grandpa before preparing to go to ah ma house for dinner.and my phone's giving me alot of problems.too many smses?.i dont know.lol.

met darling to walk pasar balam but it's kinda short.lol.so we walked around the neighbourhood before sitting down at the bench to help her with her patapon.jiayou you can do it de. :) after which her mum came and sent me to my ah ma house before heading for dinner.

monday

GUARD DUTY BLUES.

but luckily there's my darling to keep me occupied. :)

wednesday

our first month anniversary.i am seriously very very touched.if you notice hard enough there's abit tears in my eyes.lol.oh yea i am emotional.just that i dont show it infront of alot of people.haha.i guess i have been used to it.but i am very very happy this time.thank you so much my darling.i love you.i am serious.

wanted to give you a flower ring but somehow the string broke and i am left with the flower petal.i am so sorry.i will see what i can do.very sorry.hope you like the card.i love you baby.

*shall update more later on.*

sometimes i envy your friends.but i cant complain i should be satisfied with what i have now.damn am i selfish.

darling i know you have been stressed over school work,ballet and maybe over me.if i am giving you too much stress please tell me dont be afraid ok?.i really dont want you to feel all stressed up.maybe you are worried that somethings may sound hurtful to me but it's better to know it than being kept in the dark with you suffering alone.so please.i dont want to be a boyfriend who doesnt show concern about his girlfriend.i know sometimes i maybe naggy but i really wish to know stuffs that are bothering you i may not be able to help alot but i will try.i will try my best.

i aint a perfect guy and i guess i havent changed since poly years.i admit that i get jealous quite easily especially i dont know about everything but i am trying to change everything.give me sometime darling.

i love you.thank you for everything.