note to self:
i know it's hard..
do it for her..
you really need to change that part of you right now..
the time has come..
hold on to me..
get me blinkers..
get me something to distract my mind..
i dont know whether i can pull through..
no..
i will..
cuz i love her..
4th June Wednesday *SurpriseSurprise*
while i was rushing back from course in Pasa Lebar Camp in Jurong.i had a premonition.i was meeting my darling for dinner which is our 6th week anniversary but apparently it's abit rush due to the distance and it's 'rush hour'.
while walking at almost FULL potential speed everything just seem to zoom pass me.lol.ok it's abit exaggerating.but i over-walked a cyclist.that's how fast my legs were.just when the lift doors were about to close fully...i saw someone so familiar.omg.it's my darling.
honestly speaking i am abit surprised that she came all the way here cuz i thought it's only the premonition was about the dinner.so i quickly reset the lift and went down to pick her up to my house.i am very happy to see her.
she's in a mickeymouse pullover with a fluffy mini skirt.it doesnt matter what she wears cuz she's the most prettiest girl on earth to me. :) but i am just abit worried cuz skirt + travelling alone= a guy's worst nightmare (ok maybe just to me. -_- )
so my dad invited us into the house and i quickly went to bathe and prepare.i think we stayed like 20minutes in the house before going to yishun where she led me to the *dinner*.as i expected it's somewhere special.
it's her house.her mum cooked spagetti and soup.seriously speaking the spagetti were nicer than the 1 i had at pastamania.thank you aunty for the delicious dinner. :) had fruits in yogurt for desert.
was intending to watch movies but we had too much to chat so we missed most of the timings so decided to watch 'home-made' movies.hehe.we watched videos of darling when she was small as well as aunty Doris and uncle Keng Seng's wedding.
i will marry you one day darling.i promise you.
while watching the 'shows' i was playing and tickling my darling.hehe.but she retaliate by tickling my feet.later 'chou chou' luh.hehe.i love you.i seriously do.halfway through the show darling's mum went down to buy durian.
while eatting away miss genebin took video of us eatting durian and i think i was licking my thumbs and fingers.omg.unglam.lol.i hope this video doesnt circulate out. :) after which darling's dad decided to hand the key over to me.i mean the car key.haha.everything was smooth until the super suzuki 'died' on the slope to my flat. -_- i will 'jiayou' de.lol.
i really enjoyed myself alot.thank you darling and your parents for wonderful surprise.i love you all.i am so lucky to be with you. :)
6th June Friday
ended my course early so i decided to give darling another surprise by appearing at nyp.so i took taxi down to AMK hub where i changed my green attention-seeking uniform into my civilian form.lol.
as it was raining elephants and hippos i decided to take mrt to yiochukang then walked in.past the fountain.up the escalator to atrium.all the way to block Donkey and flown up the stairs.as i was rushing there i decided to take a look at myself before giving her the surprise.
to my surprise there wasnt any gents on the 5th floor and i decided to go down to use the gents downstairs.1..2..3..omg.i saw someone very very very familiar walking towards me.it's darling and her friend.i was like 'you are not supposed to be here'.and the best part was that she's staring at me.
plan failed but not entirely because i think i did gave her a surprise right?.
after she went back in to her tutorial class i went down to the atrium.see if i could find Ilah and disturb her awhile.BUT mr gundo only looked at the 2 stalls closest to the escalator on the left but never look at the 1 facing the escalator.
so...i missed Ilah and went up the other escalator to koufu.bought a can of soyamilk and sit down there and stoned.kinda reminded me of my poly life.if i could go back to poly now and then i can see my darling every single day..how good could that possibly get?.i love you baby.
in the process of stoning a current student(i think business) came over from the table nearby to ask me to fill in a survey form.i was hesitating whether to tell him that i was an EX-nyp student but..nevermind i just filled it in anyway.lol.
time's almost up so went back to Block D to wait for my darling. :) i dont know what's wrong with me but whenever there are people going in or coming out from the stretch of corridor they tend to stare at me.ok maybe that 'Heart' is abit distracting but i dont know.lol.
darling finally came out and we went back to her home.wanted her to rest awhile so decided to dine somewhere nearby before heading down to cineleisure for the 'chocolate'.watched darling fall asleep under her blanket.hehe.so cute.wanted to cuddle her and make her sleep.maybe next time. :)
wanted to dine at 700+ there and darling's very excited about the pig trotters but the coffeeshop is under renovation so had to change place.went to S11 near my aunt's house.darling's parents and me had You Kee duck rice while darling had mix vege rice.but she tried some of the duck meat. :)
after that bid goodbye to her parents and we took train all the way to sommerset.we saw some guys/girls then i was like complaining about what happened to the guys nowadays.went to buy the tickets first before walking around.
we made our way to heren cuz cineleisure was abit small to walk about.i love hugging my darling and telling her how much i love her.but i dont really know if she's comfortable with that.are you darling?.
went back to cineleisure as the show's going to start soon and we found out that the theatre was still in a mess.so we waited outside until it's ready for us to enter.as we were abit late the only seats left were the row infront so i made my darling's neck suffer. so sorry.next time i go buy earlier okie?.
the show was alright with the kungfu and the occasional funny scenes.and darling was worried that my arm was aching cuz i put it behind her neck to cushion it but i was afraid it's uncomfortable for her. :) i love staying close to her and looking at her.but someone's shy huh.hehe. i love you darling.
after the show we walked and bought the new chocolate frapucino(correct spelling right?) it's nice cuz the chocolate blends well with the coffee.hehe.i love how we walked and shared the coffee as well as our conversations. :) we couldnt find any rubbishbins near the station so we walked back up to tangs to find a bin.and i caught darling hidding behind a board hehehe.so cute.
we took the 2nd last train back to yishun before darling's dad came and picked us up and sent me back.thank you for sending me back.i really enjoyed every single day eversince we met and went out together.i love you baby.Letting you go will be the last thing that i will do unless my time on earth is up.i promise you baby.thank you for everything. :)
7th June Saturday
woke up at 6.45am to prepare for my *surprise run*.ran from my house to the bus stop oppositie my secondary school to take 169 to sembawang.i am seriously tied down by my own bag.keep swinging here and there.have to adjust here and there so i couldnt really run at my usual stamina.
alighted at the busstop before sembawang park and ran in.while running in i saw darling's drove past.so i guess they must be there already.when i was about to reach i saw darling's mum running so i thought darling should be behind her so i ran in the other direction.
but i couldnt spot her anywhere around the running pavement so i went over to the exercise station.on the way there i saw her mum so she told me darling's at the workstation.so i slowly make my way there with gentle steps.as i close in i try to hide behind the trees but darling spotted me.hehe.
she's like 'what are you doing here?i thought you should be sleeping at home?'hehe.people wanna run with you ma.hehe.so she helped me with my bag and i ran for 3 rounds.we chatted and sherman was having a 'hard time' climbing the monkey bar.lol.
we walked over to the swing while i went to get some drinks.from far i could see darling flying high on the swing. :) shall put in detail later on.
i saw something on facebook that quite bothered me awhile.
dont worry baby.i have it under control.
trust me.
i think you were worried about this too right?.
i miss you so much.
love you baby.
i really do.
i know it's hard..
do it for her..
you really need to change that part of you right now..
the time has come..
hold on to me..
get me blinkers..
get me something to distract my mind..
i dont know whether i can pull through..
no..
i will..
cuz i love her..
4th June Wednesday *SurpriseSurprise*
while i was rushing back from course in Pasa Lebar Camp in Jurong.i had a premonition.i was meeting my darling for dinner which is our 6th week anniversary but apparently it's abit rush due to the distance and it's 'rush hour'.
while walking at almost FULL potential speed everything just seem to zoom pass me.lol.ok it's abit exaggerating.but i over-walked a cyclist.that's how fast my legs were.just when the lift doors were about to close fully...i saw someone so familiar.omg.it's my darling.
honestly speaking i am abit surprised that she came all the way here cuz i thought it's only the premonition was about the dinner.so i quickly reset the lift and went down to pick her up to my house.i am very happy to see her.
she's in a mickeymouse pullover with a fluffy mini skirt.it doesnt matter what she wears cuz she's the most prettiest girl on earth to me. :) but i am just abit worried cuz skirt + travelling alone= a guy's worst nightmare (ok maybe just to me. -_- )
so my dad invited us into the house and i quickly went to bathe and prepare.i think we stayed like 20minutes in the house before going to yishun where she led me to the *dinner*.as i expected it's somewhere special.
it's her house.her mum cooked spagetti and soup.seriously speaking the spagetti were nicer than the 1 i had at pastamania.thank you aunty for the delicious dinner. :) had fruits in yogurt for desert.
was intending to watch movies but we had too much to chat so we missed most of the timings so decided to watch 'home-made' movies.hehe.we watched videos of darling when she was small as well as aunty Doris and uncle Keng Seng's wedding.
i will marry you one day darling.i promise you.
while watching the 'shows' i was playing and tickling my darling.hehe.but she retaliate by tickling my feet.later 'chou chou' luh.hehe.i love you.i seriously do.halfway through the show darling's mum went down to buy durian.
while eatting away miss genebin took video of us eatting durian and i think i was licking my thumbs and fingers.omg.unglam.lol.i hope this video doesnt circulate out. :) after which darling's dad decided to hand the key over to me.i mean the car key.haha.everything was smooth until the super suzuki 'died' on the slope to my flat. -_- i will 'jiayou' de.lol.
i really enjoyed myself alot.thank you darling and your parents for wonderful surprise.i love you all.i am so lucky to be with you. :)
6th June Friday
ended my course early so i decided to give darling another surprise by appearing at nyp.so i took taxi down to AMK hub where i changed my green attention-seeking uniform into my civilian form.lol.
as it was raining elephants and hippos i decided to take mrt to yiochukang then walked in.past the fountain.up the escalator to atrium.all the way to block Donkey and flown up the stairs.as i was rushing there i decided to take a look at myself before giving her the surprise.
to my surprise there wasnt any gents on the 5th floor and i decided to go down to use the gents downstairs.1..2..3..omg.i saw someone very very very familiar walking towards me.it's darling and her friend.i was like 'you are not supposed to be here'.and the best part was that she's staring at me.
plan failed but not entirely because i think i did gave her a surprise right?.
after she went back in to her tutorial class i went down to the atrium.see if i could find Ilah and disturb her awhile.BUT mr gundo only looked at the 2 stalls closest to the escalator on the left but never look at the 1 facing the escalator.
so...i missed Ilah and went up the other escalator to koufu.bought a can of soyamilk and sit down there and stoned.kinda reminded me of my poly life.if i could go back to poly now and then i can see my darling every single day..how good could that possibly get?.i love you baby.
in the process of stoning a current student(i think business) came over from the table nearby to ask me to fill in a survey form.i was hesitating whether to tell him that i was an EX-nyp student but..nevermind i just filled it in anyway.lol.
time's almost up so went back to Block D to wait for my darling. :) i dont know what's wrong with me but whenever there are people going in or coming out from the stretch of corridor they tend to stare at me.ok maybe that 'Heart' is abit distracting but i dont know.lol.
darling finally came out and we went back to her home.wanted her to rest awhile so decided to dine somewhere nearby before heading down to cineleisure for the 'chocolate'.watched darling fall asleep under her blanket.hehe.so cute.wanted to cuddle her and make her sleep.maybe next time. :)
wanted to dine at 700+ there and darling's very excited about the pig trotters but the coffeeshop is under renovation so had to change place.went to S11 near my aunt's house.darling's parents and me had You Kee duck rice while darling had mix vege rice.but she tried some of the duck meat. :)
after that bid goodbye to her parents and we took train all the way to sommerset.we saw some guys/girls then i was like complaining about what happened to the guys nowadays.went to buy the tickets first before walking around.
we made our way to heren cuz cineleisure was abit small to walk about.i love hugging my darling and telling her how much i love her.but i dont really know if she's comfortable with that.are you darling?.
went back to cineleisure as the show's going to start soon and we found out that the theatre was still in a mess.so we waited outside until it's ready for us to enter.as we were abit late the only seats left were the row infront so i made my darling's neck suffer. so sorry.next time i go buy earlier okie?.
the show was alright with the kungfu and the occasional funny scenes.and darling was worried that my arm was aching cuz i put it behind her neck to cushion it but i was afraid it's uncomfortable for her. :) i love staying close to her and looking at her.but someone's shy huh.hehe. i love you darling.
after the show we walked and bought the new chocolate frapucino(correct spelling right?) it's nice cuz the chocolate blends well with the coffee.hehe.i love how we walked and shared the coffee as well as our conversations. :) we couldnt find any rubbishbins near the station so we walked back up to tangs to find a bin.and i caught darling hidding behind a board hehehe.so cute.
we took the 2nd last train back to yishun before darling's dad came and picked us up and sent me back.thank you for sending me back.i really enjoyed every single day eversince we met and went out together.i love you baby.Letting you go will be the last thing that i will do unless my time on earth is up.i promise you baby.thank you for everything. :)
7th June Saturday
woke up at 6.45am to prepare for my *surprise run*.ran from my house to the bus stop oppositie my secondary school to take 169 to sembawang.i am seriously tied down by my own bag.keep swinging here and there.have to adjust here and there so i couldnt really run at my usual stamina.
alighted at the busstop before sembawang park and ran in.while running in i saw darling's drove past.so i guess they must be there already.when i was about to reach i saw darling's mum running so i thought darling should be behind her so i ran in the other direction.
but i couldnt spot her anywhere around the running pavement so i went over to the exercise station.on the way there i saw her mum so she told me darling's at the workstation.so i slowly make my way there with gentle steps.as i close in i try to hide behind the trees but darling spotted me.hehe.
she's like 'what are you doing here?i thought you should be sleeping at home?'hehe.people wanna run with you ma.hehe.so she helped me with my bag and i ran for 3 rounds.we chatted and sherman was having a 'hard time' climbing the monkey bar.lol.
we walked over to the swing while i went to get some drinks.from far i could see darling flying high on the swing. :) shall put in detail later on.
i saw something on facebook that quite bothered me awhile.
dont worry baby.i have it under control.
trust me.
i think you were worried about this too right?.
i miss you so much.
love you baby.
i really do.