did you ever went abit further..
just to understand me..
how i felt..
how i was trying to change..
i guess not..

you just dont understand..
not even a single bit...
i am the worst boyfriend you could possibly get..
i think..

it's all over.
i hope baby you really understand what i meant.

worry;worried i was.
the answer lies straight from your voice.
that voice thats trying to hide away.
all troubles that doesnt want to make me worry.
but it already did.
right from the start.

as i try to venture to the truth.
i became sick of the covers trying to protect me.
i wanted to be.
someone who can share your troubles.

somethings.
sometimes.
somewhere.
some feelings can only be felt when roles begin to switch over.

or maybe it's just me.

i am trying too...
that's because...

i love you.

baby..

i know you are sick and tired.

i am too.

i hope you understand.

give yourself a chance.give us a chance.give me a chance.

no matter what happens.

i will love you like how i am now.

i always will.

i promise you.

nothing's gonna stop me from loving you.

cuz you are special to me.

cuz you are my only darling.

i love you.

i dont have enough time to update every single thing that happens in my life now because:

i found you.

i am so happy that we've been through so much things and the times we spent together.i will always remember it.not only in this and your blog but in my memory.i love you darling.i trust you with my life.

i miss you so much..

i love you.i really do and i always will.i aint gonna let you go.i swear. :)