sorry.didnt know what went into me last night.

but it brought me closer to the truth.

uoy ekil i.

:)



'Am I in too deep?Have I lost my mind?I don't care You're here, tonight. '

-Hero

woke up at 10am today.mum came in to hang some clothes.told me to get ready soon to go out.

checked handphone.checked com.ate breakfast.i guess she forgotten about going out.suddenly she offs the tv and rushed into the room.ok.she remembered.

told me to stay at home and wait for her call then go out help carry stuffs.played ps2 while waiting.her call came quite early.she forgot to bring her list out so she doesnt know whether she missed out anything to buy.

left house and walked out to old centre.havent been there for quite a long time.accompanied her for groceries.cold and hungry.

finally got out of sheng xiong.went to the hawker centre to buy noodles for lunch.got back home and ate lunch while watching guess show.

........

yet another day in mandai hill.and there's..

1..

2..

3..

3 person in my bunk.lol.decided to go for a run after marking attendance.ran for 45 minutes.

tick tock..tick tock..

i never felt this way before.it was like my heart was in my mouth.i stutter when i speak.i cant focus.guess i 'xiang tai duo'.

it kinda reminded me of how it felt back then.same situation.same feeling.i can only hope the outcome's not the same.

'i am afraid of taking 1 more step.the finishing line seems so near yet so far.i can fall anytime.'

started the day with a run at sembawang park.

started the run with quite a fast pace.

started slowing down on the 4th round.

started jogging on my 5th.

started finishing my run on the 8th round.

went to buy my 'H-2-O'.stood at the jetty there and enjoy the sea breeze.the sea's still as dirty as usual.went back to shelter where mum and aunts were doing their yoga.was reading my men'shealth until the mozzie got me irritated.so i decided to give up my reading and stay motionless.

here it comes...

here it lands...

here my 'ru lai fuo zhang' (buddha's palm) comes...

'PIANG!'shocked my mum.lol.too bad it already sucked abit of my blood before i killed it.haha.drove to fetch my cousin before driving to the kopishop opposite ah ma house.ordered pork congee.although i dont eat the kidney but i still sticked to it.just that i throw every single little tiny pieces of kidney to my mum. :)

waited..

kopi came..

carrotcake came..

..

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!

lol.but hor...the kidney today...abit...too fresh???.lol.got blood somemore.i was like O.O.then my mum 'faster faster.' haha.she always ask me try but i dont like the taste. :S cousin went off early to meet her friends to go IKEA.long time never go there le.

drove home.dad talked to me about the investment i was asking.i listened until @.@ but the stocks sounds interesting.maybe checking it out..when i am officially 21.lol.

while waiting for taxi to ah ma house there was this group of indians around 6 i think.they just come and stand infront of us.my mum and sister was like 'wah lao' then i just stare at them.lol.when the taxi came my mum and sisters walked all the way infront of them and flagged down the cab.lol.

went down to get my facial wash.but couldnt find the 1 i was searching for.i bought my deo spray instead. went to watson.guardian.shopNsave.realise it was late so rushed.lol.

going back camp soon.will not be going to clementi camp until further notice.lol.but i rather stay there cuz i dont want to see my 'GREET ME NOW' madam. haiz.

*yawn*.was eatting and watching some show on the tv before my mum came out of her room.'today no yoga why you wake up so early?''going to pay respect to your great grandfather.'

she didnt tell me before hand so i wasnt aware of it.she called my aunt then asked me.'eh weili(cousin)not going unless you going leh.you want to go?.'since got nothing on then somemore like that might as well go ba.

'go change NOW!we are late!'i was like 'HUH?' still watching my show. -_-'' last minute rushing again.took taxi to khatib to fetch my aunt and cousin before going to Ji Du temple around AMK.

from outside it doesnt seem like there's any crowd in there.BUT we were wrong.there's quite a number of people there.and i see smoke..the place was 'heavenly' as in you can see the clouds at Genting?.lol.

found a good spot to place all the stuffs.mum told me to keep an eye for relatives.one by one they came.then i was talking to my cousin.and i realised a plot.it was my mum and my aunt who planned everything to make sure both of us come.i was told she wanted me to go.and she was told i asked her to go. -_-'' that's a 1 stone killed 2 birds.

prayed and finished everything.then my er..6th great uncle?.he's my ah gong's brother.he decided to give us a ride to my great aunt's house in khatib in his taxi.had abit of bee hoon and vege before my 2th great uncle decided to send us back.

gave miss sunshine a call.lol.sorry i was in the lift and was like almost shouting through the phone.lol. :)

my cousin (jiawen) suddenly asked me about the NIE interview.i guess she's interested in the teaching career too.lol.i am thinking of starting investments.guess i will ask dad tomorrow.he's in Lalaland le.lol.

(that's my mum's head. :)

(i like this)
(Perfect timing for an unglam pose :) luckily she doesnt know about this ulu blog :)

(this is what you get for a last minute callup.)

by the time you read this it should be quite late.

watched some anime to crack myself up abit.

i know i know.but there's no deny that there will be a little bit of disappointment when this type of thing occurs.dont 'hui xin' just try harder next time!ok?till then i will be encouraging and supporting you! ok?.

Jiayou!
Jiayou!!
Jiayou!!!
...
Jiayou!Jiayou!Jiayou!

:)

then maybe one day hopefully i can watch your performance..

i am so sorry.i didnt know anything and yet i made a big fuss over it.i am really sorry.. :(

but everything's alright as long as you are happy. :)

with expectation.comes disappointment.

drove chin guan's dad's car (hyndai sonata) to clementi.first time driving this car so couldnt gauge the accelerator.but i must say.not much power maybe cuz it's an 3year old.i dont know.

Edwin came back from Taiwan with his girlfriend.we played and joked about his 'Engerlish'.then he was talking about how his girlfriend got jealous after he played too long with the other girls in the tour group.sometimes i wish i have someone who will get jealous over me.lol.what a stupid wish.

i am getting more and more irritated by the people in my brigade.and so what if your rank's higher?.i dont care.i dislike army because of this type of people.and if you are asking us to help out when it's not our business at all.use some basic courtesy.dont call us around like dogs.

drove back.with 3 more people in the back.the car is starting to feel heavier and runs like slower.have to step on the accelerator more.and it started raining.heavily.nevertheless.sent them to causeway point before driving mr chin guan back to his condo.took bus home.

i dont know whether it's the rain or what.i dont feel quite right today.from just now till now.maybe i think too much.thought too much.i hate this feeling.

were you busy?maybe in a bad mood?i dont really know.everything's messy in my brain.sorry...

knocked over apples while closing shop.i am so sorry granny.my mind is somewhere else.

met gan ma who is my bus auntie when i was in primary school.she looks almost the same with a few more wrinkles.had a chat with her.said i changed alot.lol.her husband who was my bus uncle died of colon cancer a few years ago.she had serious depression but i am glad she pulled through.as she talks about the past.her eyes turned abit teary.

'it's because of you that i care.if this starts to bother you.let me end it.'

someone asked me what's the most important thing in a relationship.

Trust.

lol.i guess ran too long today.my knee feeling abit weak.haha.shouldnt pushed so hard when i just went for a long 'vacation' at clementi camp.have to start exercising more.

visited grandpa before going back home.i realised he always say this sentence.

Life's like that.

guess he saw that i was quite tired.didnt sleep after my run.was tidying my drawers and locker.i dont like the sight of untidiness of my clothes and stuffs.lol.

played ps2 for awhile.went online and checked stuffs.and found some 'interesting' videos on youtube.it was videos of my year3 module project.lol.please do not fall from your chairs for those watching.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=sI8v2LcD2ts
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PUD-HRkgz-g

stupid but it was fun.lol.i wish i could go and watch your play too. :)

going to drive my friend's dad's car to clementi camp tomorrow morning.i feel uneasy cuz it's not my car. :(

woke up by my sister.lazed on my bed for another 3 minutes before i dragged myself off my bed.ate breakfast and checked com.

*clothes.checked.

*hair.checked.

*documents.checked.

left at about 9am.gtting more and more nervous as i took steps closer to MOE...

vivid memories of attachment came.most of the stuffs here didnt change much.the slope is still that steep and the people down there still look the same.lol.

made my way to the interview centre.checked some documents and sat down there 'guai guai' wait for my turn.

OH NO...i just realised i am the only 1 wearing soo er..cant say casual hmm...smart casual.lol.everyone down there was like wearing shirts and long pants.i looked at myself.Polo-t and jeans.with my bright red smiling shoe.i should stood out.lol.

saw the panel of 'judges' from outside.scary.like going in for some police interrogation.lol.ok.question bombardment started.i just say what came to my mind first.i was way too nervous.i used alot of 'hmmm's and 'actually's. lol.

overall i think i did quite ok la.let's see how it goes then.

went to AMKhub for the first time in my whole 20years and 3 months lifetime.

i almost tripped a girl down while heading out to the bus stop outside the mrt station.she gave me that 'you want to die' face.scary. -_-

waited outside until you came. :) felt that you are still scared huh.there's no need for that cuz i am mr.K.lol.

went to this japanese restaurant.er..sumo house right?.lol.the lady beside us opposite me was like staring at me.maybe it's my hair?.oh ya.my hair too long never style.besides it's quite long so the styling mud couldnt hold it like usual.or maybe it's because i didnt dried it enough.lol.

had dinner.you ate so little!aiyo next time dont drink so much water le k? :) went to AMKHUB!.ok.i like some 'mountain tortise' looking here and there.lol.luckily i have you as my tour guide.heheh.

played the taiwan basketball machine.lol.i seriously lost my touch.lol.next time play again k?.i should be able to pass the 1st 2 rounds.lol.hope your shoulder isnt that 'suan' le.lol.

watched 'rule#1' the story was quite ok but seriously the ending...cant make it.lol.

actually i still think i should pay for the tickets cuz i initiated the date ma.hmm.nevermind.next time it's my treat.shutter? :)

hoped you enjoyed it~ :) i enjoyed it myself.lol.hope there would be more in the future.heheh. :)

Should have known when they asked us to bring our stuffs over.deployed in the forest.

YES.another picnic session with mother nature.A chance to talk to the burning sun.An opportunity to hear the mozzies buzz beside your ears.Another dirty job that we are not supposed to handle.

Moved off at 5.15pm.Reached at around 6pm.swaying coconut heads in the tonner.the first impression of the place was:we are sooo dead.No shelter nearby.No objects to lie on.No tall tress for shadows.NOoooo~.whatever..

Just when we were still exploring our temporary home.my friend was bit on his hand by mozzies.this is just great.thanks OC sir.thanks for putting all of us on the chopping board.thanks for letting other people exploit our human resources.thanks for giving 0 offs for exercises.i am pissed.seriously.i thought our lives would be better with this new OC. -_-

Spent time talking about girls among ourselves.'KELVIN!are you..a virgin?' i was like 'HUH?' why out of the sudden ask this type of question. the moon's not blue yet you know?.anyway we just chatted on.lol.An all virgins group.

'Pst...Pst...'i hear something.something creepy.something scary?!?!.followed my labbit ears to the ration box and saw something popping out of the box.ARGH!!it's...a rat.worst still it was munching on the CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!.whatever.i dont eat them anyway.

Took turns to turn into pigs.but everytime i changed i cant sleep.i was lying on the ground.semi-muddy semi-rocky ground.with mozzies flying here and there.i wished i had an insecticide.

I found fireflies!and caught 1 using my panadol box.wanted to bring back to let you see it.but it escaped!but after several thoughts i think it would be better to view it in the wild then bringing it back and having it to die after a few days.right? :)

Waited.waited.waited.what?!what's that?!*dark clouds*sian.with the nearest shelter around 300m away from us we decided to make a dash for the shelter.*CHIONG AR!!!*

By the time we reached.the clouds start to disperse happily.o.- thanks ar...but we are still happy cuz we get to leave that 'gui di fang' earlier.

went back to clementi and rest.was told that we have to exercise before we leave.-_-.but..luckily it rained.which made journey back home difficult.was half drenched on the bus and mrt.lol.

this familiar feeling of uncertainity.i just hope it wont turn out to be the same ending i used to have.

'it's true appearance plays a part.but what matters the most are the feelings.'

influenza virus a.k.a. mr.flu himself.

what a great time to catch it.

'tap' opened and was sneezing all the way from ye to ah ma house.lol.get out of the way cuz sneezing monster is coming your way.haha.

used 1 of my favourite tactic: use tissue paper and stuff it up the nose.lol.just sat at 1 corner and quietly meditate.lol.

took panadols but dont think it's gonna work.lol.

hoped i did helped you abit.*rubs nose*haha.

*sigh*gonna have to go back mandai camp to get stuffs before heading over to clementi camp.this means only one thing:have to leave house earlier.-_-''

yawn*woke up at 8.30am..lazed around and stared at the ceiling..

aiya.cant sleep anymore so just started my day early today.i have a premonition that i will fall asleep this afternoon.lol.

just finished reading today's papers.you still ZZzzing right?.lol.

there's a feature on problematic girls.seriously dont know what went wrong in this society.selling or rather 'exchanging' sex for money.are they really that desperate?.no money to spend on branded stuffs?.then dont buy la.wont die if they waited till they started earning money (the right way).

A testament of love towards their boyfriend?.lol.it seems to me that they are treating their girlfriends as sex slaves or toys.too naive.too naive.

what's wrong with this society.

shall have a deeper thought with the brain.lol.

going over to ye later for a swim.push up session for now.

enjoy your day.take care.

just another normal day.with the normal activities.normal meals.normal tv programmes.



here's dinner: (Gong Bao Ji Ding) i wonder where the prawns came from..

BUT i tidied my drawers and cupboard.lol.super dusty.i looked like i time travelled back into the past.lol.i just cant stand my things being too messy and no more space for me to put stuffs on the table.so i just automatically started my 'nanny' job.

BUT it's worth it cuz...i found alot of stuffs.things that i forgot where i have misplaced them.like cards and pictures.lol.
TADAH...sadly speaking...that's me alright...during...hmm...poly 1st year? i forget...better forget...back then i got this feel...this 'fu' feel.lol.

threw away quite alot of stuffs. :)

have been singing ah ge a.k.a. cao ge's songs whole day long.lol.addicted.jialat.it wont be long before my voice becomes ah du's.

you must be tired after the looonnnggg practice right?didnt expect it to drag so long.haha.have an early night ok?. :)

back from clementi.had a headache since i left that place.most probably due to my starvation.hehe.

i received a letter from NIE to go down for an interview at MOE at BuonaVista on wednesday 26th Mar.lol.i felt strange.i also dont know why.haha.

if you really cant make it it's okie.seriously.you dont need to feel bad at all.and if you are tired after the yac thingy just tell me.i dont want you to tire yourself out. :)

and hor.no more 'sorry's hor.you promised 1.heheh. :)

it hurts to see you feel bad over this thing.

it's past.like i said.

too many complications to start with.

but it's over.i promise.

:)

had to go back to mandai camp to get my civilian clothings and my friend's stuff.so took mrt to cck and took bus back.

i never imagine my day will soon be spoilt by one person...entered into the office.had to draw key so searched for it.csm was going to check that logbook so asked her nicely. 'Eh Madam can i draw keys first?'

she stared back at me and said.'you dont know how to greet issit? need me to teach you?' i was taken back for awhile. then i greeted her LOR.i really dislike people who use rank to push people around.outside camp without the green uniform we all stand the same.

after cursing and swearing up the stairs started packing my stuffs as well as my friend's.took a cab home cuz was holding 2 ugly plastic bags.lol.

mum went for mammogram checkup at tan tock seng hospital and grandma for her leg at NUH.sis came back around 12+ after her attempt to save her friend who was overdosed with sleeping pills.good job sis.and the day was saved by...not funny.

well going to take a nap soon.hahaha.ZZzz.not that soon though.lol. :)

rumours had it saying that this operation may extend but it's not confirmed yet.let's just dont confirm it.lol.

traffic jam at PIE on my way back to novena.so was slightly late.visited grandpa straight away.told dad to inform dad's dad i will be heading over today.so i couldnt break my promise.we 'hovered' over the same old topics.so it's time travelling back to relive grandpa's life.i find it very interesting as in the lives they led back then.

'oi!go back sleep liao!'knew that would come sooner or later.that's grandma shouting from below.lol.so went back home.went online awhile until miss gene wanted me to go take a rest. :)

watched tape and tried to sleep at the same time.ZZzz.

ZZzz.woke up at 4.45pm.watched tv and did some pushups.had dinner and went down to close shop.

some pictures.

vitamin pills from SAF.my first time.lol.

today's dinner.

this is my beret.lol.well not seasoned enough.

waiting for you to come back. :)

Completed yet another shift of my ops...it's slowly wearing me out.i guess?.if only there are lesser 'problematic' people down there.anyway i have a way to avoid them.act busy.lol.

mum's still ZZzz until she heard the familiar dingdong.it's kinda easy to recognise my style of pressing the bell.'dingdongdingdongdingdongdingdongdingdongdingdong...'that's the only way to get people to open door faster.lol.

switched on com.checked whether you are online because i think you are most probably ZZzz.didnt want to wake you up from your beauty sleep. :) went bathing.took roti prata.mum asked me to go take a nap so that she can drag me along to yishun emerald for a dive.

uncle picked us up and then picked my cousin.dropped us at yishun emerald.aunt was cooking 'JiDanGao'.smells..like..egg?. :\ aiya.see the weather very bright very nice.got SUNSHINE!.lol.so went down for a quick swim before lunch.took a cup of milk before i went down.cant swim long with an empty stomach.

spent like 30minutes swimming freestyle here and there.got human traffic must watch out if not will have accidents.lol.when i see them coming i just stay by the side of the pool suntanning.lol.(now my shoulders sunburnt.red and itchy.*scratch*) doggie swam to the bubble bubble area.mum likes that area most.say can vibrate away the fats.(please mum.stop lying to yourself. ;)

Bathed.went up for lunch.Ssssssiiiiiizzzz~finished my 'aa' rice in like 3 minutes?.lol.was still hungry so went venturing into my aunt's fridge.wah...alot of hao liaos.lol.watched movie UNREST.it's still ok.not that scary.but very gross.imagine eatting duck rice while watching people disecting bodies.*vomit**eat back vomitted stuffs..okie that's worst.lol.*

took a very short nap.i think only 15minutes?.then i received this sms from my sergeant.'Please bring your PT (exercise) attire tomorrow.' WHAT?!all my 6DIV blue PT attire is in camp.mandai camp.

sian.this means i have to make my way back to mandai to grab my stuffs and back home.-_-''.with the amount of cars stuck at the custom made this journey worse.took ah ma's coffee and dinner.ZOOM~up up and away!STOP!no taxis.haiz..

finally got back home.changed into my jeans and rushed out.let's do this asap(as soon as possible) >: took taxi there.uncle super friendly.asked me to learn hokkien.i was like -_-...

as soon as i was about to walk towards my block.this officer stopped me and asked me to tucked in my shirt.it was tucked out behind...o_- fine...

went back bunk.took what i needed.'ZAO LOR!!!'i think the guards are surprised to see me again.so fast.believe me.i seriously didnt want to do this either.-_o

lucky me.taxi straight from the expressway.home sweet home~~...i never imagine i will run into 2 talkative uncles in such a short period of time.talked about mr selamat.popular topic huh..

gonna wake up early tomorrow again...luckily all these nightmare is going to end on the 20th.let's hope so.lol.

i see you enjoyed your cruise!hehe especially the last video on your blog.that's good~~hehe gonna ZZzz soon le. Z.z

S.K.W. what does that means? well..it stands for Sai Kang Warriors.means doing all kind of extra stuffs that we do not.i emphasize DO NOT need to do.

from signaller to sweeper.from sweeper to rubbish bin dumping personnel.Sir need i repeat myself?those 'sacred' stuffs are not within our job scope.

it's been raining whole day long.it's way too cold to stay inside the room so i got my cup of hot piping coffee and sat outside the room. ('w') hope it's not raining on board. :)

took my friend's car to novena and then took mrt back to woodlands.visited grandpa.hope my presence made his day.went back home and took breakfast.aunt was here as she's going out with my mum to shengsong later.

watched the tape my mum recorded.ZZzz awhile.woke up record programme for my mum.

slack all the way.lol.

HONG!!!~eh what's that?

...

the trucks have jammed all the way till my house here.even the road below my house.-_-'' for heaven's sake please dont honk can??i need my sleep later..thanks alot. :)

going to long bang my friend's car at novena tomorrow. :)

went back to camp on sunday.evening.sat down there.you look at me i look at you.seriously i have been cheated back to camp.lol.

the next day went all the way to clementi camp.my head swayed like some riping coconuts.going to drop soon.lol.took over from my bunkmates who had been there since sunday morning.

seriously they looked super super shag.lol.cant say much.it's classified.lol.but it's just my normal stuffs.

i am going to be broke if this keeps on.everytime go canteen buy stuffs and tibits to keep ourselves 'alive'.but i guessed coffee saved me the most.had 5 cups i think.lol.

my sergeant (not sergeant aaron) told me alot of stuffs about SAF and this brigade that i am serving currently.i agreed with him on some points.i seriously dont like how they are operating right now.especially the people in my company.please treat your men well.if you dont earn their respect please be prepared for some *surprises*.

went back to mandai to get my stuff.thanks for the free ride from my sergeant.lol.took cab back to marsiling and walked back home.mum's out for some grocery shopping.bathed.

someone spoilt my keyboard!suspects are:both sisters and dad.just nice dad called and told me about the keyboard problem.suspect number dropped to 2.now i am using the acer's old keyboard.kinda not used to it maybe because i havent been using it for quite sometime.lol.ate lunch and went for an afternoon nap.who knew.i knocked out all the way till 6.45pm.

still abit tired now.may have to turn in early.lol.

woke up at 9am.shag.dragged myself off bed again.

on computer to check whether Joseph is online.didnt reply me last night about the timing.confirm 11am with him and mr Cher.lol.ate noodle and watched doramon.

OH NO!i am late!10 already and i havent change.rush.rush.rush.*superman changing clothes.*

rushed out.took bus.took train.walked over like a bullet train.*excuse me.xio ar~*anyway i saw something that touched me on the train.there was this hmm quite old auntie (white hair) giving up seat for a little girl.maybe like a 3 year old?. why couldnt singaporeans be more kind-hearted?. that's probably 1 of the reason i dont like sitting on the train and bus.

reached suntec.called Joseph.20 minutes more before they reach.ok.misunderstanding.thought he wanted to meet 11am at suntec.in the end they met 11 before coming down.-_-''.nevermind i go look for the presents first.saw 'xiao hong' a.k.a. ELMO at the entrance.went straight to it and started touching here and there.lol.saw it on the 'yu le bai fen bai' then i find it very amazing it can stand up on it's own.but the prize tag...$99.90.that's some money we are talking down here.

cant make my mind so i went out and walked around.saw this animal 'bicycle'.as in the kids ride like bicycle but the animal figure like gallop along.haha.cute.i looked at the price.$110 for deposit!?!just continued walking back to the main hall to wait for my friends.

came.so superman and friends walked up to 6th floor and started the search for new gadgets to fence off the baddies.lol.i bought a dvr for my mum.the vcr at home is giving alot of problem so i decided to solve it once and forever.lol.got a 4gd thumbdrive for my aunt.like auntie going to market searching for the cheapest 'cai'.lol.

saw this booth with this girl.tanned.long hair with permed ends.almost confirmed liao.wanted to walk over but there's this guy talking to her.so decided to just stare from 2 booths away.continued with the search on the 4th floor.by this time people are flocking in.i am moving with the human wave.lol.just grabbed the papers and 'zao~'almost died in there.luckily superman's friends dragged him out.

went over to marina for lunch.had wanton mee.yummy.it's been sometime since i had such a nice wanton mee.worth the 4.50.lol.finally decided to buy ELMO.lol.asked my mum and sis to share the burden.haha.walked over to penisular to look at shoes before heading the liang court to get my friend's 32 inch LCD tv.went to clarke quay to take mrt and went back to yishun.

step by step.i am getting closer to target yishun emerald.was sweating when i reached the function hall.my aunts and relatives were starting to decorate the place already.so i just sit back and catch my breath.shun bian try out ELMO.actually it's like i want to play.lol.super funny ELMO has emerged from his 'cage'.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i watched over and over again how this little red fury thing bend down.lay down.stand up on it's own.lol.i am like a big child.lol.miss birthday girl came along and i show the present to her.she's abit scared at first but when elmo fell onto the floor.she laughed.aww..how relieved i was.lol.

ate dinner and as usual.played with my cousins and nieces and my only nephew.lol.took him behind at the place where they had the statue there.he was scared.because he strangled my hand.lol.told him he had to be brave.i dont know why but i felt i had grown up.lol.strange.went up and sat at the swing with my 'labbit' cousin.we talked about her friends until suddenly things went into relationships and stuff.a flashback just came and hit me on my back of my head.so many things had happened.

reflection lesson's over.time to pack up and go back home~.

going to park tomorrow morning.going to have a good run and enjoy the breeze.hope there's no adventure of mr.can drink tomorrow.i dont want to stand on the beach looking like an idiot.lol.

Finally back from range.

It's somehow similar to the one i had in BMT on Chalet Tekong.Except for the rundown.though it's just 50M believe me.you will be standing there'haa..haa..hoo..'havent chuan guo qi the target come up.and because of that aiming becomes abit tedious.*dont shaking*

had night shoots yesterday.i was quite confident after the practise.got 9/9.lol.i dont know how i did that but i 'just did it'.*by nike-d*but when the real test came i think i got nervous and i just shoot without hesitation.missed.missed.missed.i really dont know why.my laser was on the target.strange.

6/12 for the night shoot.just managed to pass.phew~.went back to camp at around 11.30.had to keep the arms and wash up.somemore my officer came to ask me for a lappy for him to work on.urgent.so i just rushed here and there.*felt like superman*

finally had my bath and brushed teeth.wanted to call you but was abit late.had to wake up early today morning and somemore you need plenty of rest too. :) .

woke up at 5.53am.i remembered because i seriously didnt want to wake up at all then no choice have to drag myself to change and go for breakfast.lol.something wrong with printer.worked on it.once again.*superman on the move*flew here and there.

went to the range.waited for my turn.my hands were quite cold.maybe because i havent warm up yet?maybe i was just anxious.1st practise was not bad.missed 3 or 4 i think.2nd was better i think only missed 2.

when the real test came.my dear friend a.k.a rifle had some *hot* issues with my hand.keep having problems so have to remedy it.by the time i finished.the targets went down.-_-''.my officer was very nice gave me another chance to shoot.the 2nd time was abit better but the targets were too fast.*now you see me.now you dont.*it only appeared for 1 second.how on earth am i supposed to aim and shoot THAT fast.

when they told me i only scored 5/16 i was shocked.i just"HUH?!"super loud.i remembered only missing 1 and 2 for that *flash* target.soooo...went back in for the 3rd time.finally passed on the 3rd time.super shag. >_<

came back camp and started cleaning rifle.super black inside.tried my best to remove as much as i can but i think i better draw next week to clean again.if not my dear friend will start giving me more headaches.lol.

maybe heading down to the IT show tomorrow.going to keep a lookout.

anyway it's Shaian's birthday!she's already 1.gonna get her something.maybe a soft toy?.hmmm...

Yesterday: Mum's homecooked korean dinner.



Today:

the usual wakeup time and breakfast.today's noodles were abit more 'taste-ful' unlike the usual stir fried 'rubber bands'.lol.went back bunk and got ready to move out.went to the range at neesoon camp.that's where the MDC(Music Drama Company) resides.the range is all the way at the back of the camp.and it's full of commando mosquitoes.each about as big as the nail of the last finger of mine.itchy.*scratch scratch*

took my turn at the range.it felt somehow similar to the one i took on tekong.just different guns.lol.oh.it's that same old prone position.my elbows...it's like pa di xiong (tare panda) holding the rifle.lol.i was quite surprised that my night shots were quite accurate.shall see the real shooting tomorrow.

went back to camp at 10.30am.took a nice not warm but cold bath.sometimes i wish we had water heaters in camp.lol.made myself a cup of 3in1 milk tea and called miss Gene.dont haiz k?you haiz-ed a total of 3 times.lol.

went for lunch and came back to office to do stock check.check until my eyes became like this @_@.tried to rest awhile until my friend called to ask for reinforcements.(cos he cant do some stuffs)so went down to CMTL (where they kept all the vehicles).

went back.bathed.changed into admin clothes and went for dinner.came back for routine orders.CSM(company sergeant major) wanted a chit chat session with us in the lecture hall.then went up for briefing on tomorrow's shoot.then OC wanted another session.drag and drag.

going to go change soon.hope tomorrow can see all the beautiful stars.if only you could watch it with me.lol.

yes.yet another day woke up by mum.wanted to sleep but my desire to exercise dragged my body off my bed and into my uncle's car.halfway to sembawang park my uncle suddenly pulled over at the senoko industries there.say he wanted to run all the way to sembawang park.i wonder what did he ate that made he did that.i think it's like 5km all the way to the park.which is almost what i ran today.made 7 rounds but it was at faster pace than usual.

as usual i made my way to the jetty with the answer to my thirst.POKari sweat.drank.drank.wanted to change song so reached for my mp3.yikes.i accidently knocked the other hand which was holding the can drink.diew...dropped into the water.great.and i actually hit myself on my forehead.luckily no one saw.waited.waited.waited.yes.the can has finally touched land!so i made my way to the beach.the wave took the can for some ride.thanks.made me a complete idiot standing there looking at the can.gave up.hope it gets washed up and someone with a kind heart will help me throw.lol.i dont like littering but i guess this is an exception.no choice.sorry planet earth.

went back to the 'sacred' ground they were practising yoga.sat down at the shelter and read my normal magazine.ended 'sacred' class.went for breakfast at the kopitiam near ah ma house.had bak chor mee+carrot cake+kopi.went over to the market there to get some cakes and pastries from my aunt.my uncle opens a pastries shop.lol.stopped halfway home as those aunties wanted to go to the furniture warehouse.see got the word 'DISCOUNT'.

went down to visit grandpa.and buy lunch for dad.there was this lack of communication with my mum so i bought an extra packet of rice.-_-''.

run?*tit tit dik dik*great.rain...

rain's coming down and it wont stop~..

nevermind.i guess i just have to stick to my static exercises.had prata for breakfast.ang.ang.ang.it's doramon.

here comes this pissed girl.initially i thought i did something wrong.so 'leng dan'.it's definitely alright to have a new interest.but there's no need to get all agitated over this.i prefer you :) than :(

went over to ah ma house.had dinner.and it looked like this:

played poker awhile.there's no need for any guess.i lost again.lol.

addicted to 'supersunshine'.lol.

going for a run tomorrow morning.

Your smses are like stars.that explains the starless nights.

'got time for a movie with me?'