1: What disappoints you the most?
-when you expect something but it doesnt comes to you?.i will try harder next time. :)

2: Where would you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-anywhere with my darling. :) but i would like to go to Japan or Taiwan once?.would you come with me?.

3: What's the most romantic thing I would do with the one I love?
-take a slow stroll along the beach under a sea of stars.and i will sing songs just for her ears.i love you. :)

4: Do you think money can buy happiness?
-well i guess so?.but i think sincerity is more important.

5: If you could have one dream come true what would it be?
-i already had.to be with my darling wherever it is.i just want us to be together forever.would you like that baby?. :)

6: Do you believe you can survive without money?
-unless you give me a piece of land to do my farming and stuffs?.i guess it's kinda hard to live without money nowadays.

7: What are you afraid to lose the most?
-my baby.my family.my loved ones.

8: If you had 1 Million bucks what would you do?
-buy stuffs for my loved ones and as well as those less fortunate. :)

9: What do you dream of doing in the future?
-teacher?.maybe starting my own business too~.

10: List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
-she's my darling.
-her hands will be the ones that i will hold for the rest of my life.i promise. :)
-she's cute.pretty.sweet.everything good. :)

11: What makes you happy?
-my darling and my family.and my friends too. :) i love you darling.

12: What type of person do you hate the most?
-those people who are not sincere about themselves and backstabbers.

13: Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
-a happy man with his beloved wife and leading a comfortable life. :)

14: If you had one superpower what would it be?
-the ability to read minds and heal people. :)

15: What do you think is the most important in your life?
-my darling.my love ones.

16: Any childhood memories you would like to relieve?
-i guess i am ok with it cuz my life's at the best it could be.with you my darling. :)

17: If you had a chance to change your life what would you change?
-life's a path for us to make mistakes and learn from them.i wont change any of it. :)

18: Which cartoon character do you like the most?
-hmm..i forget it's name.it's some digimon if i didnt remember wrongly?.

19: Are you courageous enough to tell that special someone you like her?
-yea?.well i didnt have the courage to tell her cuz i was not confident enough but now i say it to her every single day of my life.i love you my darling.i love you forever. :)

20: List out the one thing you felt when you read this person's tag.
-this's quite interesting.

21: Tag 5 person- yeanseng.kanxing.hazel.qianbao.keegan.

i made a promise deep down there.

this is the 2nd time i ever done that.

their worries somehow spoke for mine.

i am just very particular about something.

baby i understand.

time is what we need.

i love you.

no matter what happens.

11th June wednesday

something happened and i did something wrong.
i was down.she was upset.
but we managed to lighten the whole stuff through the phone.

12th June thursday

i was moody.i spoilt her shopping trip.
i am really sorry.
especially for what i have said.
i swear on my life that there will never ever be a next time.
we were quite content after everything was settled.
i missed my darling alot.

13th June friday

booked out and went to get father's day gifts with darling.
we watched 'the happening'.
i was worried over her clothings and stuffs.
i wanted to be honest but we felt that i was controlling her.
had some disagreements and slept late.

14th June Saturday

she's upset.i was very upset to see her this way.
this have to stop.i will make sure it doesnt happen again.i swear..
went to zoo with darling and her parents.
things slowly cleared up until i became quiet because i was abit tired from the human crowd.
as well as the little rest i had.
she became quiet after that.
baby.dont worry you will always be my darling.
i will never leave you.i promise you. :)

shall update more details when i have the time.

:) :) :) :) :)

i am happy to be with you darling.

note to self:

i know it's hard..
do it for her..
you really need to change that part of you right now..
the time has come..

hold on to me..

get me blinkers..
get me something to distract my mind..
i dont know whether i can pull through..
no..
i will..


cuz i love her..

4th June Wednesday *SurpriseSurprise*

while i was rushing back from course in Pasa Lebar Camp in Jurong.i had a premonition.i was meeting my darling for dinner which is our 6th week anniversary but apparently it's abit rush due to the distance and it's 'rush hour'.

while walking at almost FULL potential speed everything just seem to zoom pass me.lol.ok it's abit exaggerating.but i over-walked a cyclist.that's how fast my legs were.just when the lift doors were about to close fully...i saw someone so familiar.omg.it's my darling.

honestly speaking i am abit surprised that she came all the way here cuz i thought it's only the premonition was about the dinner.so i quickly reset the lift and went down to pick her up to my house.i am very happy to see her.

she's in a mickeymouse pullover with a fluffy mini skirt.it doesnt matter what she wears cuz she's the most prettiest girl on earth to me. :) but i am just abit worried cuz skirt + travelling alone= a guy's worst nightmare (ok maybe just to me. -_- )

so my dad invited us into the house and i quickly went to bathe and prepare.i think we stayed like 20minutes in the house before going to yishun where she led me to the *dinner*.as i expected it's somewhere special.

it's her house.her mum cooked spagetti and soup.seriously speaking the spagetti were nicer than the 1 i had at pastamania.thank you aunty for the delicious dinner. :) had fruits in yogurt for desert.

was intending to watch movies but we had too much to chat so we missed most of the timings so decided to watch 'home-made' movies.hehe.we watched videos of darling when she was small as well as aunty Doris and uncle Keng Seng's wedding.

i will marry you one day darling.i promise you.

while watching the 'shows' i was playing and tickling my darling.hehe.but she retaliate by tickling my feet.later 'chou chou' luh.hehe.i love you.i seriously do.halfway through the show darling's mum went down to buy durian.

while eatting away miss genebin took video of us eatting durian and i think i was licking my thumbs and fingers.omg.unglam.lol.i hope this video doesnt circulate out. :) after which darling's dad decided to hand the key over to me.i mean the car key.haha.everything was smooth until the super suzuki 'died' on the slope to my flat. -_- i will 'jiayou' de.lol.

i really enjoyed myself alot.thank you darling and your parents for wonderful surprise.i love you all.i am so lucky to be with you. :)

6th June Friday

ended my course early so i decided to give darling another surprise by appearing at nyp.so i took taxi down to AMK hub where i changed my green attention-seeking uniform into my civilian form.lol.

as it was raining elephants and hippos i decided to take mrt to yiochukang then walked in.past the fountain.up the escalator to atrium.all the way to block Donkey and flown up the stairs.as i was rushing there i decided to take a look at myself before giving her the surprise.

to my surprise there wasnt any gents on the 5th floor and i decided to go down to use the gents downstairs.1..2..3..omg.i saw someone very very very familiar walking towards me.it's darling and her friend.i was like 'you are not supposed to be here'.and the best part was that she's staring at me.

plan failed but not entirely because i think i did gave her a surprise right?.

after she went back in to her tutorial class i went down to the atrium.see if i could find Ilah and disturb her awhile.BUT mr gundo only looked at the 2 stalls closest to the escalator on the left but never look at the 1 facing the escalator.

so...i missed Ilah and went up the other escalator to koufu.bought a can of soyamilk and sit down there and stoned.kinda reminded me of my poly life.if i could go back to poly now and then i can see my darling every single day..how good could that possibly get?.i love you baby.

in the process of stoning a current student(i think business) came over from the table nearby to ask me to fill in a survey form.i was hesitating whether to tell him that i was an EX-nyp student but..nevermind i just filled it in anyway.lol.

time's almost up so went back to Block D to wait for my darling. :) i dont know what's wrong with me but whenever there are people going in or coming out from the stretch of corridor they tend to stare at me.ok maybe that 'Heart' is abit distracting but i dont know.lol.

darling finally came out and we went back to her home.wanted her to rest awhile so decided to dine somewhere nearby before heading down to cineleisure for the 'chocolate'.watched darling fall asleep under her blanket.hehe.so cute.wanted to cuddle her and make her sleep.maybe next time. :)

wanted to dine at 700+ there and darling's very excited about the pig trotters but the coffeeshop is under renovation so had to change place.went to S11 near my aunt's house.darling's parents and me had You Kee duck rice while darling had mix vege rice.but she tried some of the duck meat. :)

after that bid goodbye to her parents and we took train all the way to sommerset.we saw some guys/girls then i was like complaining about what happened to the guys nowadays.went to buy the tickets first before walking around.

we made our way to heren cuz cineleisure was abit small to walk about.i love hugging my darling and telling her how much i love her.but i dont really know if she's comfortable with that.are you darling?.

went back to cineleisure as the show's going to start soon and we found out that the theatre was still in a mess.so we waited outside until it's ready for us to enter.as we were abit late the only seats left were the row infront so i made my darling's neck suffer. so sorry.next time i go buy earlier okie?.

the show was alright with the kungfu and the occasional funny scenes.and darling was worried that my arm was aching cuz i put it behind her neck to cushion it but i was afraid it's uncomfortable for her. :) i love staying close to her and looking at her.but someone's shy huh.hehe. i love you darling.

after the show we walked and bought the new chocolate frapucino(correct spelling right?) it's nice cuz the chocolate blends well with the coffee.hehe.i love how we walked and shared the coffee as well as our conversations. :) we couldnt find any rubbishbins near the station so we walked back up to tangs to find a bin.and i caught darling hidding behind a board hehehe.so cute.

we took the 2nd last train back to yishun before darling's dad came and picked us up and sent me back.thank you for sending me back.i really enjoyed every single day eversince we met and went out together.i love you baby.Letting you go will be the last thing that i will do unless my time on earth is up.i promise you baby.thank you for everything. :)

7th June Saturday

woke up at 6.45am to prepare for my *surprise run*.ran from my house to the bus stop oppositie my secondary school to take 169 to sembawang.i am seriously tied down by my own bag.keep swinging here and there.have to adjust here and there so i couldnt really run at my usual stamina.

alighted at the busstop before sembawang park and ran in.while running in i saw darling's drove past.so i guess they must be there already.when i was about to reach i saw darling's mum running so i thought darling should be behind her so i ran in the other direction.

but i couldnt spot her anywhere around the running pavement so i went over to the exercise station.on the way there i saw her mum so she told me darling's at the workstation.so i slowly make my way there with gentle steps.as i close in i try to hide behind the trees but darling spotted me.hehe.

she's like 'what are you doing here?i thought you should be sleeping at home?'hehe.people wanna run with you ma.hehe.so she helped me with my bag and i ran for 3 rounds.we chatted and sherman was having a 'hard time' climbing the monkey bar.lol.

we walked over to the swing while i went to get some drinks.from far i could see darling flying high on the swing. :) shall put in detail later on.

i saw something on facebook that quite bothered me awhile.
dont worry baby.i have it under control.
trust me.

i think you were worried about this too right?.

i miss you so much.
love you baby.
i really do.

31th May Saturday

had my birthday dinner at yishun emerald's club house.went over to darling's house.wanted to borrow uncle's car so that i can pick her up but uncle had to fetch other aunts and ah ma so didnt had the chance.

in the end darling's dad drove darling,nicky and me to yishun emerald.but the driver was me.lol.long time never touch manual cars so abit rusty.sorry for the jerky ride. :( luckily never stall engine.

went up to the club house and slightly decorated the club house.sat down at the swing with nicky and darling.dexter came along too. :) played and chatted until the food caterer came.asked darling and nicky to have some food first before my friends come over.

more and more relatives started to show up.soon my friends started popping out too.so i was 'split' into dont how many counter-parts to entertain them.sorry darling. :( wanted to bring her around to introduce to my friends and relatives. went down to the karaok room to search for her but she was at her aunt's.

so i continued to entertain the guests.until darling came along with her parents.you're so pretty.i aint lying. :) i am so lucky to be able to hold your hands. it's true darling. :) her parents chatted with my parents and relatives.soon nicky and dexter came down with aunty doris and uncle keng seng. :)

once all the people are here the cake cutting ceremony (sounds abit weird -_-) begins.darling gave me a kiss on my cheek. :) :) :) i am very happy. thank you darling.

i was pushed into the pool by my cousin. -_- luckily i came prepared.lol.darling took me up to her aunt's to see her grandma.well she's very 'qing qie' :) :) poor darling she's very tired.she didnt sleep at all. :( thank you for your presents.thank you for your kiss.thank you for everything. i love you. seriously i do. :)

1st June Sunday

was abit late due to the long waiting time for taxi.darling wanted me to go up to ah ma's house to have something before going to watch her cousin, Sherman's performace at guang ming shan temple.

took darling's uncle's lorry there.lol.darling's cousin,sharmaine was very cute.ask her why she didnt want to sit inside.she said she didnt want to be 'dian deng pao'.lol.sp considerate. :) but i wish to know her relatives more too. :)

we met darling's dad who's driving taxi at guang ming shan temple.so 'qiao' luh.hehe.i find the show quite meaningful.i am grateful to alot of people including you, your parents and relatives.i am really thankful for accepting me as your boyfriend and you and family gave me so many things that i cant stop thanking.i love you darling. :)

went for prata after the show.had coffee chino and a plain prata while darling had cheese mushroom prata. :) it's okie to eat once in awhile luh darling. :) darling's uncle sent us back to darling's home and i waited for uncle to come back after washing his car.while waiting i was looking at darling's past photos.she's so cute luh. :) now she's cute, pretty and beautiful (let me use this word once okie?. :) i love you darling. sorry to trouble darling's dad.he must be very tired after driving the whole day but still sent me back home. thank you uncle. :)

2nd June Monday

woke up at 6.45am to execute my plan.the plan was to pretend that i was sleeping while i made my way to darling's house and surprise her. :) but while waiting for her 'grand entrance' i panicked abit cuz it's gtting more and more late and there's no news from her.but i decided to try my luck abit further.

dingdong.the lift door opened and there she was.giving me the puzzled and 'widened eyes' look.i could tell that she's really really surprised.haha.then she's telling me how happy she is.as long you are happy i am willing to do anything. :) actually i would like to do this every single day if i am not tied down by army. :(

darling forget to bring her wallet and lanyard.so went up and searched.found wallet.couldnt find lanyard.just when we were about to give up and go out of her house.we found the lanyard in her bag.lol.she mistook the lanyard strap for her thumbdrive strap.hehe.so cute. :)

travelling with darling is my favourite time. :) i love to hold her hands and look into her eyes.and tell her i love her. :) was abit late when we reached her classroom and i waited for her outside. sorry to make you come out darling. :) went to splash'n'decker to buy a sandwich.darling bought a bottle of greentea.sent her back to her classroom and gave her my jacket.scared she's cold.i also gave her a small goodbye kiss on her cheek.hehe.

went home and changed before going down to visit grandparents.went back up to research on novena square before changing.darling called.time for plan B.chionged out of house.was thinking of taking taxi down to nyp to give my darling another surprise.

but i was abit late.was kinda disappointed but still made my way to her house.FAILED MY MISSION!.lol.darling's dad drove us to novena square for dinner.

walked around awhile before deciding to eat at the Japanese Curry Restaurant.i ordered chicken teriyaki bento set while darling took my recommendation and ordered cheese katsu curry set.enjoyed my dinner with my darling. :) i love you my darling.walked around and gave my darling a surprise kiss.hehe. :) was walking around when i saw this shop with 'those' things that my darling dont really like.so i tried pulling her closer to me and further away from that shop.but she got a scare from that.i am very sorry darling.should have asked you before that. :( hope i did calm and consoled you. dont worry cuz i am here okie?.i will always protect you.

darling gave me a kiss on my cheek to assure me that she's feeling better.thank you. :) i really enjoyed myself yesterday.thank you for everything darling.i love you.from the bottom of my heart.i really do and i always will. :) missing you baby..