it's been sometime since i came here.

sometimes when i look at your profile i somehow remember myself in the past before i came to know you baby.you walked right into my life and changed everything.seriously everything.sometimes i would wonder why i couldnt be part of your profile pictures.i guess i was greedy.i wanted to be involved in everything.but i cant.so i have to change.

i needed a reason.you are the reason.(but do put them up once in a while yea?. :) )

you brought colours into my life.you made me busy but i was happily busy.it all felt so worth it to feel so happy so contented deep down there.sometimes you would tease me being a sweet-talker but hey~i dont sweet-talk to anybody except for you.

but i meant what i said.you are just that beautiful.(the most i ever met.i swear it's true.)

everytime we had disagreements you felt depressed.i may not sound depressed vocally.but i am.i felt depressed because i made you so.sometimes i really hate myself for not being strong enough.so just like the tears go along with the cool shower.but i just want you to know.

you are my world.i still love you.i swear i do.(i really do.)

it was never wrong to put your own comments but when i read your blog sometimes i felt really really bad.i know those were posts on the impulsive timeline but i just couldnt control myself.flashback.flashback.i could have done the same but i wondered if you would feel the way i did.

so i didnt.i just have to be better to avoid such unwanted incidents.i told myself.

i always know that i am a old fashioned conservative whatever people want to call me.at the end of the day i just want to protect you.i just want you to be safe.but if you insist that it's ok with you i guess i will be too.i cant be selfish.the only way was to help you along the way.

with the best i could.

thank you for together.thank you for the donut.thank you for so many things.i love you.deep down.i love you baby.

thank you for taking your steps into my world.you brightened up my once dull-ful life.thank you.

i love you.

it's been sometime since i put some entries here.

baby.

you are the first girl in my life to..:-hold my hands.
-cuddle with me.
-make my life so meaningful.
-hear me sing.
-receive my D.I.Y cards.
-sleep in my arms.
-bring me up so high.
-and let me fall so deep.
-hug me so tight that i dont even want to let go.
-have my first official kiss.
-be claimed to be my darling.
-make me fall in love every single day.

Be the first one that i will call darling.i love you.i always will.

you always will be my darling.i love you no matter what happens. :)