I asked myself what am i looking for in a relationship. i pondered over the same old question time and time again. And this time i am really sure what i wanted.

All i wanted was just to make my other half happy and at the same time feel happy about this relationship. Even if we dont get to meet up everyday we would probably feel the same.

When there are sad times i will be there to wipe away her tears, make her smile, laugh and make it through the stormy days ahead together.

If there's something that makes her happy i want to be smiling beside her too.

Disputes comes and goes as soon they appear but at least we both understand each other. That is how the bond becomes stronger.

i love you is what i want to say to you this instant..

woke up at 8.30am for a short morning run today. finish it off at grandma's shop and talked to her awhile before heading back home for breakfast. after which i went to my aunt's condo in yishun.

watched the "Taken" and found it to be a very nice show afterall. we decided to go for a run at the link to sembawang park before having dinner. Should had brought along my mp3 for that extra boost. lol.

once you lose that feeling..it might not come back anymore...

The weather lately has been getting from bad to worst. Now i dont even need to get out of my house to sweat.lol.

Just checked out how to apply for relief teaching so that i can apply for it next week?after i enjoy my ORD holidays that is. BUT june holiday is just around the corner dont even know whether they need relief teachers to come in anot.lol.

It's raining now and i am stuck at home with nothing to do.

Shall we have a cup of coffee instead?

11th May

Woke up early to prepare to go meet sillygua before she goes for her driving test at Bukit Gombat. As usual baby was nervous and she's like laughing all the way from woodlands to Bukit Gombat. Passed her my driving license for good luck and walked over to the driving centre with her mum as she will end her lesson at the circuit.

As time passes the atmosphere becomes more tense. I tried to calm myself down by playing psp but i had a feeling that she's gonna pass this time. Soon enough it was time for her to go for the test. Started off with the circuit and everything's fine except for the parallel parking when she accidentally touched the poles. Phew luckily never drop.lol.

Next she head out for driving on the main road and i cant trace her anymore so i went back to my psp to calm down abit. Somemore the timing she took to complete her circuit was abit similar to mine when i had my 2nd driving test and i passed. Let's hope she pass too!

She's back and we went up the stairs where she went into the examiner's room to receive her result slip. Baby got her driving license!hehe Good job!but after looking at her result slip there's 1 mistake that she shouldnt have made but well a pass is a pass! I love you!

well i dont think i am actually that happy about ORD-ing. 5 days away from my actual ORD date and i am kinda missing the good old days. especially the days in Wallaby. it was good fun with guys you know in a foreign land trying to achieve something? well there are times there were disagreements but the fun was more than them.

still remember how we sat in a circle wearing just shorts in the middle of the night(i think it was like 16degrees?) playing games and drinking beers.How bored we got and i got an idea trying to stick the bull flies to a masking tape and burning them.lol.Not to forget the Dau Pok sessions in bunk and "flying cher"(i hope you are reading this hahaha).

To the guys in bunk:

i am sorry that i have to leave now. Didnt help much in this exercise well i hope we could meet up soon after the exercise.

a mixed feeling i cant describe.